fly-by-nite lighthouse
express service
The country song
drones on and on
on 35 from Waco
down to San Antone
and I think as I steer
thoughts that soon interfere
with the faith that I left
in a warm mug of beer
'neath the neon
of the sign
winking crisp
winking fine
on and off
a short circuit
like these thoughts
in my mind-
circling 'round
little rats
gnawing tunnels
through the slats
of the bed that's my head
rotting wood knocks it flat!
If I can't stop the
vermins' tear
with some poison
or some dare
I'll succumb and
out my head they'll race
without so much a care!
And the patterns of the neon-
frequencies I'll never be on-
hypnotize me like a magus
so I'm happy as a peon.
In this life
to find purpose
we're the rats and
they're no worse
off than we-
knuckles grasping wheel
we pilot our own hearse.
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Amazingly enough I wrote this while driving- you guessed it- from Waco down to San Antonio. That route is one of the ugliest in the state- nothing but empty rangeland, truckstops and porn shops in between towns. I felt like it was a healing experience to concentrate on anything besides the "scenery!"

The title comes from the first sign I looked up to see at the exceedingly unsightly gas station where I had stopped after I wrote the poem. Finally found the last couplet with some help from friends on Poetry Array.